I feel that within this past week - I am completing my alignment with a new evolved version of Self. What that means for me - it’s that I am feeling myself flowing into a much lighter state of being than I have been in all year. Coming into this new alignment, I feel a new happiness; a new connection to love; a new vitality for life on the horizon for me.
I can sense that throughout this year, I was mainly focused on slowly and gently coming into this new alignment of Self. Honestly, it felt like starting with my fuel tank completely empty - and little by little everyday, the tank was filling itself.
Filling itself, by understanding myself more and more through energies flowing in my thoughts; in my emotions; in my day to day life. But I would only be able to feel and perceive the new alignment with Self - when the fuel tank was FULL - not halfway there; not almost there but all the way FULL.
It was like I didn’t have access to my lighter states of being - my happiness; love; passion; enthusiasm and part of me understood that it wasn’t the time to reach for those states. Rather, I felt myself more inclined to reach for things in my day to day that allowed me to feel at ease; nurtured; taken care of; connected to myself. It was the simplicity of the things that life offered - my daily cups of coffee; conversations that allowed me to express what I was feeling and experiencing; focusing on bringing to life all the clarity that I was receiving in my blog. I guess the simple motions of day to day life allowed me to feel more and more at ease within myself. Somewhere along the line, I gathered that my Soul was focusing me into solidifying the stability I feel within myself; the completeness I experience within myself; feeling at Home within myself. I think it allowed me to understand that I wasn’t on a ‘quest’ to find my happiness or my joy again, rather I was just focused on experiencing Life in a different way; experiencing a different part of my Self-Expression.
Experienced by - Chelsea Avasa Khan
(Dec 21, 2024)
