In the aftermath of all her Chaos
All Her Turmoil
All of It
She walked out of it and there was the Absolute Purity of HerSelf
Alive inside of those Eyes of His
“Lately, she’s been feeling it in her heart
Plastered on her heart
Written all over her body
All the Ways that has to put herself first”
Don’t miss the point of all of this - God is Here; God is now inside of your heart. God is creating all the ways for you to find your way. God is creating all the ways to fill your heart again. God is relentlessly reviving the hope within you.
Don’t miss the point of all of this. And so what, so what if you’ve given up on finding your way. There is something that never takes its Eye off of you; something that never leaves your heart; something that is there taking care of you; something that is holding you. And sometimes that’s all that matters. Sometimes, that’s the only thing that really matters.
"Beyond the ‘different faces’ - of stories and narrative and perceptions; Beyond the lights and darknesses of my World - It all comes back to the Absolute Core of WHO I AM."
"LOVE took its time with HER - everyday … LOVE showed up in small increments … but small increments of LOVE, INFINITE - potent and concentrated in its tiny doses; She would resist and welcome it in the same breath; embrace it wholly and push it away in one movement"
"For there is not a single moment in the Existence of the Soul that it is not Loved."
"To walk these terrains - it is not the Pure-ness and Raw-ness of Divinity flowing through thee;
It is the Traveler walking with the Clay of Divinity in Her Very Hands playing with it"
"The Human Self recognises its Innate God Nature;
And asks ItSelf,
“What God walks around wanting to be enough;
What God walks around in fear of its own Creations;
What God walks Its Own Path in fear of Being ItSelf”
"When I lay down this PRESSURE, when it is put to REST - I am saying to myself that the battle is done. When I say that the battle is done, I will start putting those weapons down - the tenacity that I lived with in the past; the fires that erupted from within my heart to let me know that there was TRUTH burning within me - that needed to spread; the Will - that felt like the Vitality of the Gods. So saying that this Pressure is to be no more - is saying that a huge part of who I was; a huge part of my experience is no more. And that’s not the easiest thing to accept is it; it’s not the easiest thing to relinquish, is it?"
"But, don’t you deserve to look through Your Own Eyes and see it all for YourSelf;
To soar through These Open Skies of your Existence
With your Own Eyes KNOWING the Way of Your Heart; of Your Soul; of Your Path; of You."
"In the midst of it all - while I developed a certain sense of comfort in the flow - I knew it wasn’t my Home. I knew that it wasn’t quite where I belonged in my Life. And yet, it has encompassed a plethora of experiences that were building, transforming and layering my Home, my Life."
"Maybe that’s what my dream stemmed from - Give yourself something to live for. Give yourself the life that you want to wake up for and live everyday. Giving unto myself the Life that I feel wrapping its Vines around me; wrapping Its Tender Vines around me; around my Heart."
"In experiencing what this relationship with the chill part of me is; In embodying the layers of that vision of ease within myself - these old narratives no longer have a place within me. It is a significant thing to move on and move forward from a Way of Thinking; a Way of seeing Life; of moving through Life that was not blatantly bad or good but it’s just that you know that you have outgrown it and you don’t need it anymore."
"I just quietly feel my Heart telling me that I have arrived; I have arrived; I have arrived! Though I can’t quite sense the destination that I have arrived at, My Soul is gleaming with Pure Joy at where I have landed!
…
Perhaps, the destination is myself; the Person that I am."
"When the scales tip completely, and my World is consumed with an effortless Warmth, a familiar Tenderness that I've grown accustomed too; and an uninterrupted sense of belonging and connectedness .... where my World becomes my Home."
"I wanted to tell you how it felt like all the pieces of my heart finally found their freedom of peace; and walked towards each other for a final embrace that would permanently put it all back together ... cementing a new era of peace within my being."
"Much of my experience with the Absolute; with my Soul - has been and felt intense. I felt that intensity to be an innate part of me. An intensity that created experiences of yearning; of passion - at times feeling the Soul and Source of my existence so purely alive inside of me; and then at times feeling this intense yearning - that no matter what, I’d never be able to experience enough of it in my life. I also felt the yearning itself to be a part of me in a purely sacred and holy way."
“No matter the ways that my human nature tries to streamline the Ways of the Absolute - eventually it succumbs to Its Ways; beguiled by the REAL-ness of ItSelf that it feels within the Absolute.”
“It is profound in its nature - you’re so purely, viscerally, first hand experiencing yourself entering into new understandings of yourself, seeing your heart in new ways, consciously choosing new reflections over the old, tired and worn out projections of who you once were.”
"I’d rather be held in the Hands of Pleasure; In the Hands of the Pleasures of my HeartWhere I feel ALIVEMaybe confused at timesMaybe flowing between decided and undecided momentsWhere I am creating REAL thingsWhere I am experiencing REAL things"